Since I last posted, I received 4 more prescreen rejections. Plus I failed my driver's test, which was more painful than all of them. I am amazed at how little I care. When I tell people, they feel sooooo bad for me. It is odd. I'm not detached from everything, it's more like...I have a life to live. I am more inspired to actually be a person (like...not just a theatre person) than I have been in YEARS! I Am adding some schools, but not for MT. Academia WHAT. I have actually been avoiding all college stuff like the plague lately, so I suppose those prescreen rejections did affect me some. But I'm still totally feeling theatre. I'm not angry at it or angry at myself for not being good enough. I knew I wasn't. I'm just chilling, and you know what? I haven't done that in years. I do have a lot of college stuff to so now though. Apps are due in January even if you are a math major. I applied to Emerson tonight--I am still going to do all of my non prescreen school auditions, just for fun! I am still technically waiting to hear from 2 other places, but I don't think I will for a while. I have thought about getting a coach just for the rest of this audition season (plus I still might go for it again next year, depending on said coach's advice). I have a little money. I am 18 now. The possibilities are endless. Not driving is pretty prohibitive though.
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